This is beginning to sound like sanity.

Yeah. Hey hey. Whelp. Been some time since I've come here. A few significant thoughts have passed before the arena of my mind. Some have been quite thrilling. From contemplation cosmic to understanding celestial; from observation individual to realization universal; from the point of view of someone on the dole in America to the opinions about public health, education-religion-media, international security, and global corporate ideology I've studied and learned about a lot. I made some changes in my life because I've been forced to. After a year free from Chemo, I must return to it again. My mental health is great now. I actually get a few hours sleep every day. My apartment looks fine. I don't feel like a monster when I go out. My wife seems pretty happy with things. I'm confident about the future. I'm watching TV regularly after about 40 years. I finally have some girlfriends around Sarasota once again after 13 years. I had 2 obsessions and the hypomania and paranoid schizophrenia fed into this overwhelmimgly and incredibly impossible delusion. Though I gave a quarter of my energy trying to keep within in the boundries of proper behavior, half into the maintainence of life's necessities, I still managed to spend 6 to 8 hours daily since the 1970's working on a psychological level towards the completion of the plan, the creation and perfection of the instrument for its fullfilment, and the organization of the cognitive material we'd require to attain the achievement of accomplishing my goal. The two areas are Religion & Psychology, and Business & Politics. I graduated from Columbia U. after 8 years of college, and began my post graduate education with 6 occult schools for about a decade, specialized in Divine Metaphysics and then concentrated on the magical aspects of mysticism until my studies found me analyzing astral planes and discovering new aspects in Alchemy which parallel in science the latest techniques in mind control technology. Mind control technology today involves alien extraterrestrial control of artificial intelligence serving the elites in a global economy who in turn can hypnotize people to believe anything whatsoever at all. This involves extensive security equipment and personal. They use advanced survaillience; changing weather patterns; coordinating and feeding the world media grid; mass and individual microwave radiation; and distributing chemicals which poison us in many ways. Of course, like they have for centuries - manage the money supply.